play dead

Darling,




stop confusing me

with your wishful thinking

hopeful enbraces

don't you understand?
I have to go through this
I belong to here where
no-one cares and no-one loves
no light no air to live in
a place called hate
the city of fear

I play dead it stops the hurting
I play dead

and hurting stops

it's sometimes just like sleeping
curling up inside my private tortures
I nestle into painhug suffering
caress every ache

I play dead

it stops the hurting